I've made it pretty clear, here and in my real life, I have really not been up to the idea of a second baby. I have never said never but I have certainly not been in the camp of wanting to go for a second. I haven't had that pull and I have certainly had [...]
Category: adulthood
Living safely versus living bigger
My husband came home last night and looked defeated. We sat and discussed what was going on with his job. The issues that have come up. A normal ebb and flow to a company but sometimes it wears you down and this is what is happening to him. He is loyal to his boss but [...]
I do not always have my shit together
I was up all night with Cora, again. We rocked in the rocker for a couple of hours, again. She would scream hysterically when I laid her down, again. Teething has reared its ugly head, again. I'm tired, again. Recently someone asked me how I always had my shit together. I laughed. I don't. There [...]
My World Has Been Broken and Few Understand
I have struggled to write this post. Starting, stopping, deleting, and walking away. I have words I want to say but I just don't know how to say them or where to start. With Rebecca I have never known where to start. She is my own messy story and for those who don't know how [...]
Investing in our Marriage
Thirty days from today, the Hubs and I will board a plane, alone, and head to Jamaica. We will leave behind our child for the first time and not just for a few days but for 6 nights and 7 days. My sister will be in charge of the baby and the dog. Managing themselves to [...]
Triggers
When I went through my divorce 6 (6!) years ago, I fully dealt with it. I can say that I look back now and I just don't know that person. I don't know that wife, that person who signed divorce papers, the person that cried a lot of tears and went through a lot of [...]
Get a Mole Check. Trust Me.
I'm pretty good about my health and my body. I see my gyno yearly. Monthly I check for lumps or bumps that shouldn't be there. I have heart issues, I see my cardiologist yearly. I go monthly to my chiropractor to keep aligned. For the most part, I eat healthy. I only drink coffee, water [...]
Halloween in the books
We can officially say we have another Halloween stuffed in the books! It was a whirlwind of a week celebrating because that is how we celebrate things, a full week at a time. Plus, it is the best way to end my favorite month and we got to do so with unseasonably warm weather in [...]
Through My Mistakes 