We haven't seen Rebecca since the last week of May. This week things that have been spiraling out of control with her and have hit an all time low. I fear they will go lower though. There is so much going on that I can't write about it, I don't know how to explain it [...]
Category: Ex-Husband
8 Weeks Post Partum
I believe everyone will have a different experience with a newborn in their home. Some things will come easier to some than others, some moments will be better for some than others and some will have more hurdles than others. It doesn't make you a better parent than the next, it just makes it [...]
36 Weeks- The Guilt Factor
I've heard the story a million times, women who started to worry about their older children right before their new baby was born. Call it what you will, the guilt factor, or the knowledge that life will never be the same for them. I never quite understood this. I would always listen to the Mom's [...]
This is Our Story, Our Family
Begin Rebecca's story here. I can truly tell you that I am fucked up by Rebecca's journey. I never want her to read that sentence and feel she did something wrong though. I wouldn’t trade it for anything but my life is not normal. I gave up a lot of dreams to stick with her. [...]
“It Is During Our Darkest Moments That We Must Focus to See the Light.”
Start here for Rebecca's story Box by box we put our life away. Tucked neatly into bubble wrap to head to a place we were both dreading. An apartment that neither of us wanted but it was the only option. We were sure it would only be a short six months and we would get it [...]
The Aftermath
I realize in the movies or TV shows, when a big dramatic ending is over, usually that means the end completely. They don’t show the actors going home and dealing with the aftermath. No one thinks about that part. Everyone assumes life as usual but it isn’t like that. After we walked out of that courtroom [...]
“Faith is, at one and the same time, absolutely necessary and altogether impossible.” -Stanislaw Lem
As we sat through days of court my heart sank more and more. It no longer looked like our hard work was paying off and I could read it on Lawyers face. The judge repeatedly questioned my Ex and I staying together even though we were engaged. Finally the judge mentioned something that made me [...]
Taking the Stand
To begin Rebecca's story start here. There are moments that happen in your life and you have no idea they are life changing moments. I have learned that is for the better. When you sit in that life changing moment and KNOW it is happening, it can be so much worse. You are changing the course [...]
Through My Mistakes 