From baby #1 to baby #2, it is hard to not make comparisons. I think this is something every mother does with full term pregnancies, it is the same with pregnancies that don't go to full term. Having gone a total of 12 weeks being pregnant last time, I'm doing a lot of comparisons with [...]
Category: Infertility
9 Week Ultrasound
Last Friday I had my nine week ultrasound. I was a fucking wreck that morning and then on the way to the hospital. For some reason, once I met up with my Husband in the parking lot, I calmed down. By the time we found our seats in the waiting room, we both had our [...]
9 Weeks Pregnant
Last night my Husband and I laid in bed, talking about the fireplace being delivered this week and how we need to bump out the basement bar. In the middle of the conversation he blurted out how he is getting really nervous for Friday's ultrasound. This is how our life is, we are going about [...]
7 Weeks
Yesterday we hit 7 weeks. We had our first appointment with my regular doctor and found ourselves back in the waiting room with a bundle of nerves. I watched so many women being called back, minus their Husbands, and thought no way, no way in hell will I ever come without my Husband. What would [...]
Here we go again
I mentioned we were going to go back to the fertility doctor as soon as my next period showed up. So I waited, and waited and didn't become overly concerned when said period wasn't on time. My cycle has been getting longer each month but just for the hell of it, last Friday, I took [...]
The Calm After the Storm
It seems every January brings this calm into our household. We hole ourselves up to hibernate, having grown tired of being social over the Holiday's. We find ourselves with little to no plans on the weekends and just the chance to be by alone. Which honestly, this is the first time we have fully had [...]
The Holidays Can’t All Be Perfect
I have always been one of those who really gets into the Christmas season. Once everyone leaves Thanksgiving night I declare it "game on" and I'm full on into the songs, decorating and shopping. I love everything about it and always try to really slow down and enjoy every bit of it. Until this year. [...]
8 Weeks Later
It has been 8 weeks from that horrible Thursday that altered our world. These are the things I can tell you about. I can tell you that lately the days have gotten easier. The nightmares are slowing and I'm starting to get more good nights of sleep than bad. The Summer feels like it happened [...]
Through My Mistakes 