This month I was supposed to start Clomid but I don't know if it is going to happen. You see, once you start Clomid on this calculated day, then you have to go in for an ultrasound on another calculated day and if my period shows up when it is supposed to, well, I'll be busy on the second [...]
Category: Letting Go
Feeling is Healing
I let myself lose it a bit. I like to keep control but sometimes I do believe you just have to give into it all and break down. I threw faith, positivity, and any give a damn right out the window. I gave in to a bottle of wine on my deck, while it rained [...]
What I learned from giving up Facebook for a month
Along with my many goals for 2014, I decided to give up Facebook for the month of January. By giving myself just one month I didn't feel like it was forever so the commitment to such a change wasn't very scary. New Year's Eve, when the clock struck midnight I promptly deleted the app from [...]
Post Firing
It has been a few weeks since I have been fired and I have to say, I couldn't be happier. Less than 24 hours after getting canned I was at a new job. Well, somewhat new. I have been working nights with a long time friend for years. We actually go way back, about eight years. When [...]
Losing a Friend
A little over a week ago a friend of ours, Mike, passed away some what un-expectantly. We live in a small town so over the Holiday's you tend to run into people more often than not and we continually ran into Mike and his girlfriend and mentioned drinks after the Holiday's when things calmed down. Unfortunately those drinks will [...]
Through My Mistakes 