When I got to work this morning there was a baby announcement in my inbox from another co-worker. A husband and wife, proudly standing with their twin boys, and a sign that told the world they were expecting. Why the hell is my initial reaction every emotion in the book? I am seriously happy for [...]
Tag: infertility
12 Weeks- A Healthy Baby
It was the high risk office, not the same as before. It was a different tech, a student nurse in the corner, more questions than last time and the goal of everyone in the room was to make sure this time around, there was a heartbeat. My anxiety was through the roof, I had to [...]
10 weeks pregnant- Baby comparisons
From baby #1 to baby #2, it is hard to not make comparisons. I think this is something every mother does with full term pregnancies, it is the same with pregnancies that don't go to full term. Having gone a total of 12 weeks being pregnant last time, I'm doing a lot of comparisons with [...]
9 Week Ultrasound
Last Friday I had my nine week ultrasound. I was a fucking wreck that morning and then on the way to the hospital. For some reason, once I met up with my Husband in the parking lot, I calmed down. By the time we found our seats in the waiting room, we both had our [...]
9 Weeks Pregnant
Last night my Husband and I laid in bed, talking about the fireplace being delivered this week and how we need to bump out the basement bar. In the middle of the conversation he blurted out how he is getting really nervous for Friday's ultrasound. This is how our life is, we are going about [...]
8 Weeks Pregnant
With that, we are now in our eighth week of pregnancy. I'm arriving in this week thankful that we even made it through the 7th week after a lot of cramping and a bleeding scare. I am back to yoga after 11 days of zero working out which makes me one cranky person. I don't [...]
Here we go again
I mentioned we were going to go back to the fertility doctor as soon as my next period showed up. So I waited, and waited and didn't become overly concerned when said period wasn't on time. My cycle has been getting longer each month but just for the hell of it, last Friday, I took [...]
The Calm After the Storm
It seems every January brings this calm into our household. We hole ourselves up to hibernate, having grown tired of being social over the Holiday's. We find ourselves with little to no plans on the weekends and just the chance to be by alone. Which honestly, this is the first time we have fully had [...]
Through My Mistakes 