There are some things, I think we can all agree as parents, that are hard to let go of. For me, it was the binky. Cora has been attached to that thing from day one. I remember the day at the hospital when she first took to it and I told my husband that it [...]
Tag: letting go
The Vacation-Dominican Republic
The day of my surgery I was in a hospital bed emailing my travel agent. We needed a vacation. Whenever life gets really tough for me, I take flight. I run somewhere that I can breathe and take a step back. By just booking a trip it gives me something to focus on. Not that [...]
Losing the “Busy” Excuse
Last night a friend of mine rang and I let it go to voicemail since we were sitting down for dinner. Once I listened to her voicemail she had listed out her schedule for the week and how "busy" she would be and how "busy" life is and so on. If I could try to find [...]
My Fertility Balance
This month I was supposed to start Clomid but I don't know if it is going to happen. You see, once you start Clomid on this calculated day, then you have to go in for an ultrasound on another calculated day and if my period shows up when it is supposed to, well, I'll be busy on the second [...]
Feeling is Healing
I let myself lose it a bit. I like to keep control but sometimes I do believe you just have to give into it all and break down. I threw faith, positivity, and any give a damn right out the window. I gave in to a bottle of wine on my deck, while it rained [...]
Spontaneity
I would love to claim to be a spontaneous person but I just am not. I love to make lists, plan, organize and I just can't help it sometimes. This is something I have been working on though. I don't want someone to throw out an idea and my answer is always "no" just because my [...]
Post Firing
It has been a few weeks since I have been fired and I have to say, I couldn't be happier. Less than 24 hours after getting canned I was at a new job. Well, somewhat new. I have been working nights with a long time friend for years. We actually go way back, about eight years. When [...]
Losing a Friend
A little over a week ago a friend of ours, Mike, passed away some what un-expectantly. We live in a small town so over the Holiday's you tend to run into people more often than not and we continually ran into Mike and his girlfriend and mentioned drinks after the Holiday's when things calmed down. Unfortunately those drinks will [...]
