My husband came home last night and looked defeated. We sat and discussed what was going on with his job. The issues that have come up. A normal ebb and flow to a company but sometimes it wears you down and this is what is happening to him. He is loyal to his boss but [...]
Tag: Marriage
I do not always have my shit together
I was up all night with Cora, again. We rocked in the rocker for a couple of hours, again. She would scream hysterically when I laid her down, again. Teething has reared its ugly head, again. I'm tired, again. Recently someone asked me how I always had my shit together. I laughed. I don't. There [...]
Investing in our Marriage
Thirty days from today, the Hubs and I will board a plane, alone, and head to Jamaica. We will leave behind our child for the first time and not just for a few days but for 6 nights and 7 days. My sister will be in charge of the baby and the dog. Managing themselves to [...]
Triggers
When I went through my divorce 6 (6!) years ago, I fully dealt with it. I can say that I look back now and I just don't know that person. I don't know that wife, that person who signed divorce papers, the person that cried a lot of tears and went through a lot of [...]
This is where we are at today
We haven't seen Rebecca since the last week of May. This week things that have been spiraling out of control with her and have hit an all time low. I fear they will go lower though. There is so much going on that I can't write about it, I don't know how to explain it [...]
What Did I Do Before Baby?
Before I had Cora, I would constantly hear parents, of little ones, say I don't even remember what life was like before I had my baby! What did I do with all my free time? First of all, I want to punch people who say that. Secondly, you remember. Thirdly, quit saying that. I remember [...]
Ups and Downs of Marriage
Forget parenting. Forget work decisions and career options. Forget trying to figure out a household budget. You know what is hard and sometimes just fucking weird? Marriage. You can literally want to love someone so hard and smother them to death all in one day. Or one hour. Sometimes you just have to take it [...]
Adulting through the bad days
There are so many times I want to sit down and write. I stare at that damn blinking line and blank screen. I want to say how shit my day was or how exhausted I am or how frustrated I am that day because no ones life is all rainbows and butterflies, including mine. But [...]
Through My Mistakes 