It seems every January brings this calm into our household. We hole ourselves up to hibernate, having grown tired of being social over the Holiday's. We find ourselves with little to no plans on the weekends and just the chance to be by alone. Which honestly, this is the first time we have fully had [...]
Tag: miscarriage
The Holidays Can’t All Be Perfect
I have always been one of those who really gets into the Christmas season. Once everyone leaves Thanksgiving night I declare it "game on" and I'm full on into the songs, decorating and shopping. I love everything about it and always try to really slow down and enjoy every bit of it. Until this year. [...]
The Vacation-Dominican Republic
The day of my surgery I was in a hospital bed emailing my travel agent. We needed a vacation. Whenever life gets really tough for me, I take flight. I run somewhere that I can breathe and take a step back. By just booking a trip it gives me something to focus on. Not that [...]
Divorce vs. Miscarriage
We sat around my living room, 3 women, with loaded glasses of wine, on a Friday night. We were way past due for a wine night and had lots to catch up on. I had not told these girls about my miscarriage, one woman had yet to fill us in on the night her Husband left her [...]
8 Weeks Later
It has been 8 weeks from that horrible Thursday that altered our world. These are the things I can tell you about. I can tell you that lately the days have gotten easier. The nightmares are slowing and I'm starting to get more good nights of sleep than bad. The Summer feels like it happened [...]
This is Our Marriage – Two Years.
I have spent two weeks trying to come up with something meaningful and heartfelt for our two-year anniversary post. You know, something tear jerker worthy. I've got nothing. Our anniversary was pretty tame as the Husband has been stuck working 80+ hour weeks and it's fair to say, he is exhausted. We settled for a [...]
October 15th – Babyloss Remembrance Day
I will admit, before my miscarriage, I had no idea what October 15th stood for. I had no idea because it didn't affect me, it didn't affect my friends or family members and no one had mentioned this day. How naive of me to think that. This day now means something to me and many [...]
And where do we go from here
I was ready to vomit in the parking lot of the hospital Friday. My nerves were getting the best of me when we were merely there for a last appointment with my OB/GYN. As my Husband reminded me, what could she possibly say that was worse than what we had already been through? True, just [...]
