It has been 8 weeks from that horrible Thursday that altered our world. These are the things I can tell you about. I can tell you that lately the days have gotten easier. The nightmares are slowing and I'm starting to get more good nights of sleep than bad. The Summer feels like it happened [...]
Tag: moving forward
And where do we go from here
I was ready to vomit in the parking lot of the hospital Friday. My nerves were getting the best of me when we were merely there for a last appointment with my OB/GYN. As my Husband reminded me, what could she possibly say that was worse than what we had already been through? True, just [...]
The Monday of Nightmares
When you find out you are pregnant you give thought to when that baby will come into this world. I can tell you that most don't think about their baby coming into this world already dead. Coming into a world where you will never see it. Where a doctor will, thankfully, sedate you and take your [...]
Post Firing
It has been a few weeks since I have been fired and I have to say, I couldn't be happier. Less than 24 hours after getting canned I was at a new job. Well, somewhat new. I have been working nights with a long time friend for years. We actually go way back, about eight years. When [...]
Losing a Friend
A little over a week ago a friend of ours, Mike, passed away some what un-expectantly. We live in a small town so over the Holiday's you tend to run into people more often than not and we continually ran into Mike and his girlfriend and mentioned drinks after the Holiday's when things calmed down. Unfortunately those drinks will [...]
Sometimes it takes wine to make decisions
It seems my Husband and I were off this week. I have been snappy, he has been tired, the normal ebb and flow to our days seemed to be derailed and we were both going to bed annoyed. There has been no real reason for it, we can just blame it on the full moon. [...]
How Much Baggage Should One Carry?
When I go on a trip I check bags, there is no way around it. Those people who bring a carry-on, well, I envy them a bit but then I remind myself that if I suddenly need snow boots on an island then I will probably find them somewhere in my huge bag that may or [...]
Through My Mistakes 