I haven't needed this space in some time. One day I just ran out of words that needed to spill out and so instead I just come back here to read your words. I cheer you on and watch as lives continue to unfold, just as mine does. Watch children grow up in pictures, as [...]
Tag: TTC
Second baby conversations
I've made it pretty clear, here and in my real life, I have really not been up to the idea of a second baby. I have never said never but I have certainly not been in the camp of wanting to go for a second. I haven't had that pull and I have certainly had [...]
Another Child?
I didn't know this was a thing but when you your child turns 1, they are no longer a baby and the tides will turn. Suddenly, just like the day you were married, your friends and family will take a new interest in your sex life and what might result from that...besides an orgasm. It goes something [...]
Emotional Announcements
When I got to work this morning there was a baby announcement in my inbox from another co-worker. A husband and wife, proudly standing with their twin boys, and a sign that told the world they were expecting. Why the hell is my initial reaction every emotion in the book? I am seriously happy for [...]
When Does the Feeling of Infertility End?
For most couples who endure infertility, the road is a long and winding one. For some, it may end once they receive that positive pregnancy test. For others it is getting that first confirmed ultrasound, making it to week 12, holding their newborn in their arms or anytime in between. For others it may not [...]
12 Weeks- A Healthy Baby
It was the high risk office, not the same as before. It was a different tech, a student nurse in the corner, more questions than last time and the goal of everyone in the room was to make sure this time around, there was a heartbeat. My anxiety was through the roof, I had to [...]
9 Weeks Pregnant
Last night my Husband and I laid in bed, talking about the fireplace being delivered this week and how we need to bump out the basement bar. In the middle of the conversation he blurted out how he is getting really nervous for Friday's ultrasound. This is how our life is, we are going about [...]
8 Weeks Pregnant
With that, we are now in our eighth week of pregnancy. I'm arriving in this week thankful that we even made it through the 7th week after a lot of cramping and a bleeding scare. I am back to yoga after 11 days of zero working out which makes me one cranky person. I don't [...]
Through My Mistakes 